10 Ways to Enjoy a Beautiful May Day

  1. Have a refreshing yogurt mess for breakfast.
  2. Take your puppy (graduation gift!) on a nice, long walk.
  3. Get your car washed at a high school fundraiser.
  4. Snack on some veggies and hummus.
  5. Lay in the backyard on your new zero gravity chair (graduation gift!) and play with your iPad (graduation gift to myself!).
  6. Prepare a delicious spinach salad with deli turkey, crumbled goat cheese, cherry tomatoes, avocado, and sliced almonds for lunch.
  7. Snack on juicy watermelon while making said salad.
  8. Play outside excessively with your puppy.
  9. Enjoy a slice homemade banana bread purchased from car wash fundraiser.
  10. Grill out something delicious for dinner on your new grill (graduation gift!).

I can check numbers 1-7 off the list. Now, I’m off to work on 8 and 9, see what else the day brings, and convince  the boyfriend that number 10 is a great idea.

What are you up to today? I hope it is a beautiful day where you are and that you are enjoying it!

I am having one of those humbling days where I’m basking in the realization that I am a lucky girl living a wonderful life!

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May 23rd

Tomorrow is May 23rd. Exactly two years ago tomorrow, I ventured into my first Weight Watchers meeting. Although I was a Jazzercise instructor and exercising regularly, my eating was out of control.

I was unhappy with my body with my body and unhappy with my life.

In 18 weeks, I went from this …

to this …

My outer transformation led to an inner transformation. I felt great about myself, and this led to some fantastic changes in my life.

How did I do it? I tracked my food like a maniac and exercised daily.

Fast forward to two years later, and I’m scared to admit that my eating has spiraled out of control yet again. Some healthy habits did stick with me as a result of my transformation. I generally make healthier choices when it comes to grocery shopping and dining out. But I still binge. A lot.

I know that I have a problem with binge eating. I love to eat, and I eat too much. But I need to regain control. For my health and my happiness.

Tomorrow is May 23rd. I am certainly guilty of making a pledge to change “tomorrow” with no success. However, May 23rd is a special day for me. And tomorrow, I pledge to recommit. Although I am not rejoining Weight Watchers, I pledge to track all of the food that goes into my mouth, because it tracking keeps me accountable. I pledge to “move” everyday, whether this means an official workout at the gym or taking my puppy for a long walk. And I pledge to say no — to the donut at my staff meeting, the box of Cheeze-Its after work, to the second helping of dinner — to binging because I’m happy, mad, sad, or bored.

I am staying off of the scale for now, because I don’t want to be discouraged by the number. But I know that I will be able to see results in the fit of my clothes and the way I feel. And eventually, I will step back on the scale … and keep stepping on it until I reach my goal.

Cheers to May 23rd! I can do this. Thanks for your support!

What motivates you to say no to temptation? I will need all the advice and support I can get.

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Congraduation!

It’s hard to believe that it has been over a month since I’ve posted last. But life comes first, and boy, have I been busy!

I participated in my first dance recital as a dance teacher.

As much as I love to be on stage, I truly took pride in supporting my dancers from behind the scenes. I taught three classes this year, who performed in a total of four dances – my little Kindergarteners did a great job with Mambo Italiano, and my middle schoolers performed a rockin’ tap called Stomp to My Beat, a chain tap in which their ankles are connected by metal chains, and a beautiful, heart-warming father-daughter dance.

A few days before the recital, my mom flew in from Australia with her fiance.

They were here not only for my recital, but for my college graduation. That’s right, as of yesterday, I have a Bachelor’s of Science in Education.

I graduated from Alverno College in Milwaukee, Wisconsin with honors.

I loved celebrating this accomplishment with many special people in my life.

And especially this little guy.

Our little Reggie is doing great. He is the best graduation gift I could have ever asked for. (Yes, he came a little early, but he was a funded by my mom and stepdad … thanks guys!)

We did it!

Even though I graduated, I will still be at my internship until the school year ends on June 8th. What comes next? Nobody knows. I have a few job interviews lined up, but teaching jobs aren’t the easiest to come by right now.

Until then, I will just keep loving life, because life is good.

I do, however, need a serious re-evaluation of my healthy living habits. Working out has kind of fallen by the waste side in lieu of my busy schedule lately, and I haven’t been making the smartest choices in regards to my eating. I’ve gained weight, and I’m not happy about it.

Suddenly, I’m a “grown up” out in the “real world,” and I need to start looking out for myself. I held myself to high standards throughout my schooling, and I need to do the same when it comes to my own health and well-being.

I deserve it.

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Friend Makin’ Mondays

I have been reading Kenlie’s blog for awhile now, but I decided that it might be cool to take part in her tradition of Friend Makin’ Mondays. Since I’ve obviously been struggling with my eating habits lately, this week’s questions really hit home for me. You can participate as well. Answer the questions on your own blog, and then head back over to her post today to link up to your post in the comments section.

  1. Are there foods in your life that always seem to trigger overeating? Yes!
  2. If so, what are they?  I can’t really think of certain foods. Any junk food really … especially cookies, chips, and ice cream.
  3. When are you most likely to give into strong cravings? When I am alone … sad, but true. I will deny them when I am in front of other people, but leave me alone, and it’s all downhill from there.
  4. Are you more likely to be triggered by salty foods or sugary foods? Both … depends on the day.
  5. How do you get back on track after overeating?  Every time I binge, I always say that tomorrow will be a better day. However, I can only remember one time that I actually stuck to that promise: May 23rd, 2010 when I joined Weight Watchers and stuck with it until September. I need to find that committed girl again. I know she’s here somewhere.
  6. Are there any foods that you allow yourself to eat without limits? I suppose if I really wanted to binge on raw veggies, I wouldn’t stop myself … although that has yet to happen.
  7. Do you notice a change in your emotions while eating trigger foods? I definitely overeat when I am sad or upset. And it doesn’t make me feel better, it makes me feel worse. Then, I am not only sad or upset about whatever was bothering me in the first place … I’m also mad at myself for eating so much.
  8. Do you have a strategy to keep yourself from overeating trigger foods?  I rarely buy foods from the grocery store that I know I might binge on. However, sometimes I feel bad for never buying snacky foods for my boyfriend, so I buy them … for him … and then eat them myself. Or I raid the cabinets at my dad’s or mother-in-law’s house … true story.

And just for the record, I started today with some homemade strawberry banana protein pancakes, and I am headed to the gym in a bit for some cardio, strength training, and YOGA. I haven’t done yoga in many, many months, so I am so looking forward to stretching out … as embarrassing as it might be. Catch ya later!

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Food Coma

Oh, the ever so uncomfortable food coma. We’ve all been there, right?

An all-you-can-eat Easter brunch buffet and an overflowing Easter basket will do that to ya. However, a relaxing Easter was had by all, so that is all that matters.

Even Reggie.

Slowly, but surely, I am learning not to sweat the small stuff. So, I had a bad day, and I ate a lot. Life goes on.

Okay, I’m lying. I wish this was true. Food still consumes me. There are days when I wish I could just be “fat Katie” again. Though I was majorly overweight, I wasn’t constantly thinking about how I shouldn’t be eating what I am eating and worrying about whether or not I worked out that day.

Shoot, I’m lying again. I don’t want to be “fat Katie.” I was insecure, and did a lot of things that I’m not so proud of to compensate for my lack of confidence. Still, I’m afraid that I will forever be a slave to my unhealthy relationship with food.

For now, I will have a plan. One day at time. Tomorrow, I will get rid of my Easter candy, so I can’t binge on it. And I will work out.

To better days ahead.

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Old Habits

I am writing because I need help – words of encouragement, a kick in the butt … something. I am regressing back into old habits of eating poorly and not working out as much, or as hard, as I should. I only have myself to blame, so I won’t even try to make excuses, but here two of the major reasons why:

There are unhealthy temptations surrounding me constantly at work. I know that I should have the power to say no, but frankly, I don’t. I’m talking donuts and cookies at staff meetings, chili cheese dip and cake as Friday treats, leftover puppy chow and tortilla roll-ups in the teacher’s lounge, and candy (that I bought for my students) at my desk. I pack a healthy breakfast and lunch daily, but then essentially cancel out my good intentions by eating this junk. How do you gain the willpower to turn tempting treats down?

I have a new puppy, and I already feel guilty for crating him all day long, so I have trouble tearing myself away from him at night to workout. And I thought falling in love with Brad made me gain weight. Now I am in puppy love. I mean, how can you can not adore a face like this …

I have been keeping somewhat active on daily walks with my little family and getting in a short workout here and there when I can. I’m currently participating in Tina’s Best Body Bootcamp, and I know that I have to stay active and meet my goals in order to be eligible for the sweet prizes, but this week, I couldn’t even manage to earn all of my entries. Plus, as awesome as some of the prizes are (and I’m talking awesome), I really wish I could be motivated by the face that I owe it to myself to be as healthy as possible. I have some awesome workouts staring me in the face – and I know they are awesome because I have done some of them and my fellow participants are raving about them –  so why I am having so much trouble getting my act together?

I turned to my new favorite source for inspiration, Pinterest, for some motivational mantras:

But as great as they are, I’d still love to hear what you all do when you feel like your healthy living routine is lacking? Please tell me that I’m not the only one that this happens to? I hope you’re having a great weekend!

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St. Paddy’s 5K Run Recap

I did it! Yesterday, I ran my first official 5K.

Although I knew many of the men and women running since the event was sponsored by the athletic club that I work at part-time, I specifically planned to run the race with my friend Cole. I actually hadn’t seen her in over a year, but we had been talking on Facebook about our shared interest in health and fitness and she mentioned that she would love to run some 5K’s with me. Now, we are officially running buddies.

I picked up our race packets Friday night at the club and laid out all of my clothes for the race. We decided to wear our long-sleeve tech shirts since many of the runners would be doing the same. I know that there is sometimes a stigma about wearing the shirt associated with a race at the actual race, but that didn’t seem to be an issue with this one.

Cole arrived at my house at 8:00am, and we were both admittedly a little nervous. I had planned to get a couple 2-3 mile runs in during the week to round out my “training,” but I had a nasty stomach bug, so I missed out on some running. I managed to down one slice of toast with peanut butter and banana and the rest of my banana. I wasn’t hungry, but I knew that I needed fuel. I also drank a lot of water. I wanted to make sure that I was hydrated. Looking back, I definitely think that I drank too much water too close to the race, because I had to pee twice within an hour of the start and felt the urge to go again for most of the race. Oops!

The race began at the local police department, since 100% of proceeds benefitted the department’s body armor fund. I didn’t really know what to expect when we arrived, since it was my first 5K ever. We got there about 20 minutes early, and everyone was just standing around chatting. Honestly, this kind of made me even more nervous; I just wanted things to get started. Finally, at 9:00am, the woman who organized the race presented a giant check to the police department, we lined up at the start and began running.

The race was small, with only about 100 runners, so it was very informal, but I truly didn’t mind this atmosphere for my first race. Cole and I made a pact that we would stick together, regardless of what happened to either of us. We weren’t running for a specific time; this was our first race, and we would be proud to finish it. Since it was a “fun run,” there wasn’t any official timing, although many runners elected to time themselves. I thought about using the RunKeeper app on my phone, but it couldn’t locate a GPS satellite. Plus, I didn’t really feel like carrying my phone during the race. However, after Cole and I talked, we decided that we would really love to know our time, just for our information. Luckily, another runner that I knew offered us her stopwatch, so we could simply time how long the entire race took us.

Since we both typically run around a 6.0 on the treadmill, we were shooting for ten minute miles which would mean finishing the race in 31:00. We even talked about how awesome it would be to finish it in 30:00, but if it didn’t happen, that would be a future goal. I went back and forth about whether or not to bring my iPod. Ultimately, I decided against it, since I was running with Cole, and I didn’t want to be rude. Typically, however, I run alone, and I always listen to music. I thought that Cole and I would talk more, but honestly, it’s not that easy to carry on a conversation when you are running your a** off. In retrospect, I wish I would have had music to listen to, because it really motivates me. I also hated that I could hear my heavy breathing throughout the race. In fact, think it psyched me out a little. But I do think it was good for me to be a little more aware of what was going on around me. And Cole and I did chat a bit and motivated each other along the way.

I wish I could say that I ran 100% of the race, but I had to take a couple of walking breaks. In all honesty, though, I would say that we only walked one — or maybe one-and-a-half — minutes maximum throughout the entire race, which isn’t too shabby for our first 5K run. The course was really hilly, so there were a couple points in which I just needed to walk for ten or fifteen seconds to catch my breath. Also, because of the way the course was set up, we had to stop a couple of times for traffic; although it provided a sometimes needed break, I didn’t really appreciate it, because when I had a good momentum going, I had to stop, and it was hard to build that momentum back up.

At the start of the race, we knew that we didn’t want to be at the beginning of the pact, so we started more towards the middle. At first, when people started passing us, I felt the urge to speed up, but I resisted. I knew that I needed to pace myself or I would end up burning out, and I think that this turned out to be a fantastic idea. I can’t say for sure, but it seemed as if we were really in the middle of the pact for most of the race, which was a-ok for me. I had no intentions of leading the way and was happy to not be bringing up the rear, although I still would have had no shame, because I was out there doing it!

Every so often during the run, Cole would check the watch and let us know how much time had passed. Since we were shooting for ten minute miles, we used that timing to gauge how far we had run, although we really had no idea if it was accurate. It turned out to be pretty darn close, because we crossed the finish line right at the 31:00 mark. We were so proud! Had we not done a bit of walking or had to stop for traffic, I think we might have been able to hit 30:00, so it is definitely a possibility in the future.

Funny side note: At the very end of the race, we had to cross the final street with stop lights. Right as we approached the light, it turned red. And guess what? I didn’t care. I had just run over three miles and decided that the cars could wait for me. I put my hand out wave a sort of “thanks for waiting” wave and when Cole looked concerned, I shouted “I don’t care!” :) It probably wasn’t the safest idea, but it felt good at the time … and there was obviously a 5K going on, so I hope the drivers understood.

We did it!

There were a few spectators at the end of the race cheering us on, and that was an awesome feeling. A little boy was giving out high-fives, which I gladly accepted. The race ended at the athletic club where I work. There were bag lunches, homemade granola and nutrition bars, cute little Irish dancers, and beer. :) I had a sip, but it didn’t really hit the spot after a 5K run; I was craving ice cold water. Brad brought Reggie to meet us at the end of the race, and it was the perfect ending to an awesome morning.


In all honesty, the race was hard. I don’t consider myself a “runner,” but I am proud to say that I branched out and did something that challenged me. Around mile two, I remember thinking a couple of things to myself: I have no idea how people run marathons and I am never subjecting myself to this torture again! However, as soon as the race was over, Cole and I began talking about when we could do another. It’s hard to explain, but it’s so rewarding to challenge your body to do something difficult and succeed. I am so lucky for my health, and I want to have it for years and years to come.

Would I ever run a further distance like a 10K or a half-marathon? That is hard to say right now, because I’m just getting started. However, Cole and I are already eyeing up the Summerfest Rock ‘n Sole 5K in June and another 5K that takes place in the city where we both went to high school before the local 4th of July parade. We’ll see what happens …

Have you ever run a 5K? Would you consider it?

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